Prostitution

I have a secret life as a prostitute - Its a life I left behind many years ago when I first gave my life to Christ and married. Now 20 years later I find myself in Las Vegas - widowed and the victim of a disaster. That old lifestyle called me back and as I sank deeper and deeper into the sexual underground I began to lose myself. On the outside I appear normal - I work in an office and am raising children. How could I let myself go out like this after I had changed my life around before. Its not really about the money - I make enough money on my job to live ok - it fills this hole inside of me, an empty place that can only be filled with being wanted and desired.
I have quit now for a few weeks and cut contact with the people in the lifestyle but ask for your prayers for strength and I pray that God will please put some people in my path that will help to lead me back to a lifestyle that I can proud of.