Too Blessed

I've gotten into a situation where I'm just too comfortable. All my financial needs, physical needs, mental and emotional needs are met. I have everything I've always wanted and needed, and now I feel like I don't need God anymore. I've taken to resting on my laurels and taking things for granted. God has been relegated to being someone who you give a thank you card to every once in a while, even when you don't really know them.

I've become an animalistic person, interested only in food and sleep and sex, and I can't look at myself in the mirror anymore. It's like physical comfort is eating away at my soul, and I'm afraid of losing myself when I don't have hardship to fight against anymore. The comfortable life is soul-shattering.

God, please give me some adversity, that I might learn to need you and lean on you for everything, as I once did.