Starting Over

I am 34, and am struggling with some homosexual issues. I have lived as a gay man for over ten years and I want to stop. I am searching for a job so I can move into my own place. I have tried before to live a better life, but I have failed in the past. I want to give my life to Jesus and do what He wants me to do. I need prayers to give me strength and succeed this time. I also need to find a good church to go to where I will be welcome no matter what my past sins were and be baptized for I feel that is what I am lacking. Thanks.