I thought this was ok.....

I was in denial of my porn addiction until a few days ago. I destroyed my first marriage. The lies, the hiding, the hours and hours spent in front of the computer (and webcam) to fulfill some perverted need. To find love and happiness with complete strangers in chat rooms. To view women in pornographic pictures and online videos.

I divorced my first wife...she was mad all the time, never trusted me....now I realize why. Now, I'm repeating the cycle with my second wife. Only this time, she knows how to use a computer, knows how to track me down. Shes in my face and making me see the truth for the first time in my life. She is the first true love I have ever experienced in my life...and Im afraid now that I may have damaged that trust and love beyond any hope of repair.

I want to do whats right. I need help. I just hope Im not too late....